more warnings for really strange matters.....

a little while ago, i was asking around for rps. i came across Rikulover2, they replied back for an rp....

for anyone that might know me, or those who bother, i dont like incest. i can exclude you out easily out of mt online life for that.

and those who have seen my rping asking 'incest-free, fandom ukes' much like before. it was simple, easy to understand and such.

and i do have to add in. something you dislike, or a subject like incest, rape or even suicide. these are very dark and delicate subjects. a lot of people can be effected by these things, or just dont like them.

when rikulover2 was brought to my room, which states as in the rules. i was being polite, like any other time i bring in, hi, and such.

for me, subjects like, i dunno, deep water. i can easily say i dont know how to swim, love the water, but can't swim. so i fear and dislike deep water XDD
or, i dont like cigarettes. that very easy to understand for most. they smell, bad for you and well, they taste funny too.

but it ticked me off beyond reason for her to start of 'oh, why dont you like incest?' and well, i find that was going to a bad place, so i kicked.

then, back in yaoicorner, she asked 'oh, why you being defensive? i was just wondering, i wanna learn more about you,' now what the fuck is up with that. when it comes to finding things out a person, i wanna start of with 'what kind of music do you like?' or 'what did you think of the most recent movie you saw?'. i tried to put that note across.
but no, she was like 'oh really?i just thought that something like that is like asking 'why dont you like cheese','........ no, its not.

thing like suicide is a subject. i cant happily talk about it. but i am willing to explain somethings.
where i live current, its called resolute bay, nunavut. there was this sad movement that brought us up here about 45-50 years ago. currently, there is 250 people. we know everyone, grew up with most of them.
but there was this time, it spanned about 1-2 years where there were three suicides. oh, there might be people that think, thats nothing, a suicide is always sad, but life goes on.
wrong, it effected everyone, for a very long time, it effected me, for a very long time? you know why?
i knew them! all three of them. the first was 15. at that time, i was 13. the second one, was my classmate. the third, was my distant cousin.

when you wanna know someone, if you wanna know me. dont. ask . those. things...... simple.

the thing with rikulover2. i told them, its not something thats easyt to talk about like cheese.

but the most laughable thing about that. it was in my mod times. i was really surprised how aidan let that time i left uberyaoi for a while and he let me be a mod quite quickly. i was happy too. but i knew i could have been pushing it, so i tried hard to make the difference in when im being a chatter and a mod.

i let the whole thing blow over with rikulover2, put that aside and be a mod in the room. she caps and stretched, i warned her, and then she lashed out at me! for me, i couldnt help but giggle when she said 'kicking me for no reason and then harassing me for no reason!?' i let that one sliiiiiide.

so it was pretty recen t in the room. i was on, she was on too. and she was talking 'oh, its sad that you guys are my only friends, i have none in real life!' and i went 'no comment' and left it at that. and then few minutes later, she went ranting, being angry and stuff to someone. and i just sat there for a moment, thinking and said 'i think think is why you dont have an real friends'

and she lashed out at me, again, saying that 'youve been on my case since the first moment i came here~!' uh, no i havent. back in my mod days, i was the one that greeted her, told her to read the rules, asked her how she was. i remember that XDD

i can be a grudge-y person sometimes, but how things were, i let that subject sliide, its her that hasnt let go XDD